AARRGGGHHHHH MESSUP!!

HOLD THAT CRAP!! i had been tired this day, how had i could wonder this day was going to mess on me. firstable,, it had been out of schedule,, then im totally knocked down,, gimme some breath pals. of course i aint dilly dallying,, but it's biggy than befor,, who taught that i am suddenly being known as a coordinator??

then i'm buzy with my novel making,,, i can't work if it's gonna be like this! Oh,, my,, all i want to see is everything was being prepared then i will get my work to do,, if i have to doing a gathering and then teaching also, it's tiresome. don't let me wish my leg get hurt so i am able to free from this Job, just please. do me some space, so i cant do my part and they too do their part.

since i am so tired like this time, i have to pull up myself to prepare at least four dancing step in a night?? holly jamma lamma.

and still i am being known again as a 'leader' (again?) trustfully i hate that kind of attitude. i don't wanna be a black sheep again while i am deciding to change my personality.

i ain't kind girl anymore

i am lovely no more. so please. think up!! it isn't just an avenge nor revenge. just wanna tell that i am already buzy, so don't gimme a buzz anymore. gezz so bothersome. sudenly called. what a wasting time and my pin money.

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