AARRGGGHHHHH MESSUP!!

HOLD THAT CRAP!! i had been tired this day, how had i could wonder this day was going to mess on me. firstable,, it had been out of schedule,, then im totally knocked down,, gimme some breath pals. of course i aint dilly dallying,, but it's biggy than befor,, who taught that i am suddenly being known as a coordinator??

then i'm buzy with my novel making,,, i can't work if it's gonna be like this! Oh,, my,, all i want to see is everything was being prepared then i will get my work to do,, if i have to doing a gathering and then teaching also, it's tiresome. don't let me wish my leg get hurt so i am able to free from this Job, just please. do me some space, so i cant do my part and they too do their part.

since i am so tired like this time, i have to pull up myself to prepare at least four dancing step in a night?? holly jamma lamma.

and still i am being known again as a 'leader' (again?) trustfully i hate that kind of attitude. i don't wanna be a black sheep again while i am deciding to change my personality.

i ain't kind girl anymore

i am lovely no more. so please. think up!! it isn't just an avenge nor revenge. just wanna tell that i am already buzy, so don't gimme a buzz anymore. gezz so bothersome. sudenly called. what a wasting time and my pin money.

-__________-"

How Buzzy X-mas Prepare

annyeonghaseyo!!!! then pals.. it's been being a superbb buzzy month for a lot of us,, rite? (or maybe it's just for me?) (T______T)

well then, that's why it's called X-mas, we've to spend our time to prepare a gift or partay,, well i have to take a role in x-mas drama and then give a children a dancing exercise. it's definately tiresome.. but it's my gift to my colleague in church then..

since they are so kind too ^____^

off of it!! i have to gout of my home almost 7 days a week,, i hope i can never get tired to do that, since it's a rainy season and my health is bad tho,, hope i can stand till the very end. he he he

but,, again,, i have a stupendous news for ya!!! i had given my novel to a publishing company, they told me that they will contact me in 10 days!! i hope it will being published *__*

and now i have been writing my new novel. the title issssshhhh... i'll keep that for later. he he he..

Wish Me Luck for Me work, me family and me novel ^6^ !!!

good day then pal.. -an old dogs for ya ^^-

Marshmallow Eataholic

snowy marshmallow

marshmallow x-mas santa

Lolipop marshmallow

Baby crying marshmallow

toasted marshmallow

Marshmallow in box

barbeq-marshmallow

Doughnut Vr Marshmallow

Marshmallow community

Rabbit Marsh Family mallow

Happy Marshmallow

Zoo MArshmallow

MArshmallow take the lead

Deceiving marshmallow

MArshmallow Defeat ring

Queen of marshmallow

Mallow-Pillow

Marshmallow bunch

Charly's angel marshmallow

Strawberry Marshmallow Recipe

actually i get this recipe from here. i still shouldn't try it for myself yet tho,, but maybe you could make it first!!!!! so let me share the Strawberry Marshmallow recipe. Enjoy Cheffing!!!!

Fresh strawberry puree makes these fluffy, heavenly marshmallows burst with fruit flavor. The texture of these marshmallows is amazing—they are so light, they give no resistance when you bite into them, and they practically melt in your mouth.

You can make the strawberry puree by cooking fresh or frozen berries in a saucepan for about 10 minutes, then blending the soft berries in a blender or food processor. Note that marshmallows need to sit for at least 8-10 hours before cutting them, so it’s a good idea to make these the night before you plan to eat them.

Ingredients:

• 1-1/4 cups water, divided
• 1/2 cup strawberry puree
• 4 envelopes gelatin
• 3 cups sugar
• 1-1/4 cups light corn syrup
• 1/3 cup powdered sugar
• 1/3 cup cornstarch

Preparation:

1. Prepare a 9x13 pan by lining it with aluminum foil and spraying the foil liberally with nonstick cooking spray.

2. Place ½ cup of the water and the strawberry puree in the bowl of a large stand mixer. Sprinkle the gelatin on top and stir briefly to distribute. Let gelatin sit and dissolve for at least 5 minutes.

3. Place remaining ¾ cup of water, corn syrup, and sugar in a medium saucepan over medium-high heat. Stir to dissolve the sugar, and insert a candy thermometer.

4. Allow the mixture to cook without stirring until it reaches 240 degrees on the thermometer. Brush down the sides occasionally with a wet pastry brush to avoid crystallization. While the candy cooks, briefly run the mixer on low to ensure the gelatin and puree is well-mixed.

5. Once the candy reaches the proper temperature, remove it from the heat immediately. Turn the mixer to low, and slowly pour the hot syrup into the mixer bowl. Be careful, as the syrup is extremely hot. If you have a large (at least 3 cup) liquid measuring cup with a spout, you can transfer the hot syrup to the cup before pouring to make it easier.

6. Gradually increase the speed of the mixer until it running on high. Whip the marshmallow mixture for 10 minutes, or until it is stiff and shiny. You can tell it is done when you stop the mixer and lift up the beater, the marshmallow will slowly drip back down into the bowl in a thick, shiny stream.

7. Pour the marshmallow into the prepared pan and smooth the top. Allow it to sit and firm up at room temperature for at least 10 hours.

8. Sift the powdered sugar and cornstarch together. Cover your workstation with waxed paper to protect it, and liberally sprinkle the surface with the sugar/starch mixture. Sprinkle the top of the marshmallow with the sugar/starch coating, and flip the marshmallow face down onto the prepared surface.

9. Carefully peel back the foil from the marshmallow, and sprinkle the top of the marshmallow slab with the coating powder. Spray a large smooth-bladed knife with nonstick cooking spray, and coat both sides with the coating powder. Cut the marshmallow into squares, coating the knife blade with sugar/starch as needed. Roll the cut edges of the marshmallows in the coating mixture so that all sides are smooth and not sticky.

10. To save marshmallows, store them in a dry airtight container in a temperate, dry location. Do not refrigerate them or keep them in a very humid place. If they are stored longer than two or three days, you may need to re-roll them in coating. Fresh marshmallows go stale after about a week, so these are best eaten soon after they are made.

A Queen of Manner 2

Bukan loli namanya kalo nggak rada lola.

kemaren gw jalan-jalan ke dufan ama si loli. kita berdua ceritanya kayak pasangan couple-couple gitu nih, [jangan lupa saya cewek!!!!] jadi pake bajunya sama, biar si loli mudah ditemukan dan dilacak [nah ini maksud sebenernya!]

akhirnya gw dan loli menaiki wahana demi wahana. mulai dari biang lala, komedi putar sampe tornado pun kami embat.

tapi pas di perjalanan mau naek arum jeram,, ceritanya baru dimulai nih.

loli: ex, kalo gw basah gimana ya?"

gw: gak apa-apa. basah paling juga dikit. lu aja entar pinter-pinter ngejauhin aer.

loli: gimana cara ngejauhinnya?

gw: (sambil liat si loli deket-deket) kalo aernya ke kanan, ya elu ke kiri. kalo aernya ke kiri ya elu ke kanan.

loli: kan entar di dalem kita diiket, ex.

gw: diiket (mank piaraan??) di belt maksudnya?

si loli pun ngangguk sambil masang muka H2C (hup-hup cuapcuap). gw, sebagai teman masa kecil, pahlawan-keadilan-yang-akan-menghukumu ini pun menggandeng tangan loli sambil ngantri.

gw: basah juga gak apa-apa. namanya juga maen. no pain no gain-lah

kata gw berusaha menyemangati si loli. "NGAK!!" tiba-tiba si loli ngelepasin tangan gw terus lari.

(sinetron amat nih anak ya) gw pun akhirnya ber-india-indiaan (mengejar-jar-jar) si loli.

gw: kok elu lari sih!!

loli: gw gak mau disakiti [alah,, disakiti..bahasanya,,ckckck]

gw: disakiti apa? (ngoss,,ngosss..)

loli: kata elu tadi!!!

gw: apa???!!!

loli: no pain, no gain. itu kan istilah olahraga!!

gw: terus?

loli: olah raga itu kan hal yang gw benci.

gw: terus (makin bingung nih gw nyeritainnya)

loli: kalo olah raga itu cape.

gw: (diemmm, ideeem.. mencoba menangkap maksud loli yang berbelit-belit bagai labirin pengikat jiwa dan raga yang haus dan dahaga.. walah ribet hidup gw)

loli: gw benci olah raga, ex!

gw: TERUS!! mank lu pikir di dalem kita bakal di olah ragain?? mank elu setiap ke dufan belum pernah naek arum jeram?

loli: udah

gw: terus kemaren lu diapain ma petugasnya?

loli: kok lu teriak-teriak!!! pake nanya gw di apain ma petugasnya segala. ya gw disuruh masuk ma duduk d kapalnya lah, terus di duruh pasang seat belt sendiri, kalau gak bisa entar dipasangin sama si emasnya! mank elu belom pernah naek arum jeram?!

gak tau mulainya dari mana. tapi tiba-tiba keadaan seakan berjungkir balik. [kok jadi gw yang diceramahin??]

gw: ya udah. mau naek gak sekarang [sabar]

loli: ya iyalah. gak berani, gak akan ada yang di dapet.

gw [ding-ding!!] nah, itu lu ngerti!!!

loli: apa?

gw: itu maksudnya no pain no gain.

loli: ih bukan!! no pain no gain itu, gak luka, gak dapet! artinya kita harus luka-luka dulu sebelum naek arum jeram!!

gw: (-________-")

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A Queen of Manner 1

sekarang gw tau kenapa cowok benci banget kalo di ajak belanja ama ceweknya. cewek itu bawel!!!!!!! nyebelin!!! gak konsisten!! jalan otaknya tuh gak bisa ke-track meskipun pake GPS tracker!!

kemaren temen gw Loli, minta tolong supaya gw nemenin dia ke mall, ceritanya sih pengen beli dress gitu buat acara ultahnya Doni (gebetan si Loli, padahal Doni tuh gak ada cakep-cakepnya barang secuil!)

akhirnya kita masuk ke beberapa toko dan si loli mulai nyoba-nyoba baju. tapi tetap saja tidak ada baju yang cocok dengan hati si loli.

terus saat gw ngelewatin sebuah toko dress yang dinding-dindingnya di cat warna-warni sampe nyakitin mata. loli terus minta berhenti. akhirnya gw turutunlah keinginannya dia. terus kita berdua masuk ke toko itu.

loli: ex,, dress ini lucu banget.

gw: ya udah, cobain aja."

loli: ini juga bagus, ex. (sambil ngambil dress yang laen yang bermotif bunga-bunga)

gw: iye,, coba aje.

loli: eehhhh, ya ampunnnnn,, anggun banget kayaknya gw kalo pake ini.... (sambil narik long dress warna item yang agak blink-blink di bagian dadanya, yaelah. kayak mau ke Academy Music Awards aja nih si loli.)

gw: lol (to-lol, hihihihi) di dressing roomnya cuma boleh nyobain dua.

loli: ya udah, lu pegangin yang ini dulu ya!! (sambil ngasih gw mini dress motif bunga-bunga)

akhirnya si loli pun masuk ke kamar pas.

"aarrgghh!!" teriak dia.

gw:' kenapa lol? (dengan muka panik kayak nahan kebelet)

loli: (ngebuka pintu) lucu banget!! liat nih (sambil muter-muter ala cinderella dalam balutan baju yang dicobanya)

gw akhirnya narik napas.

gw: lucu nih long dressnya, agak galor, tapi okelah. terus baju yang satunya?

loli lalu senyum sambil nutup pintu. sarap kali ni anak ya?? mari kita lanjutkan.

loli: eemmm, ex.. (masih di dalem kamar pas.)

gw: emm.

loli: (ngebuka pintu) yang ini bagus gak? (sambil berpose kayak foto model.)

gw: lucu, tapi yang tadi lebih cocok, ultahnya doni kan malem, kalo pake baju ini lu bisa masuk angin. (jawab gw logis sambil menggaruk-garuk dagu yang mungkin sudah mulai tumbuh jenggot. hihihihi [saiah perempuan!!!])

loli: iya sihhh.. tapi kan buat bikin ngiler si doni, gw harus rela berkorban...

gw: ya udah. lu suka yang mana. terus ni baju yang gw tengteng mau di coba atau gw balikin lagi?

loli: gw coba lah.. bentar (sambil narik dress panjang seterusnya dia ngelempar long dress yang udah dia coba ke gw.)

gw: (sabaaarrr..sabarrr)

loli: ya ampun!!

gw: kenapa lol?

loli: (ngebuka pintu lagi) iihh lucu banget gak sihhh??

gw lalu ngangguk sambil ngasih dia dua jempol supaya neraka ini cepat berakhir.

gw: jadi yang mana?

loli: kata lu yang mana?

gw: yang motif bunga aja lol. panjangnya sedeng.. lucu lagi

loli: tapi itu biasa ex.. gw pengennya gw waahh gitu di ultahnya doni

gw: yang long dress aja kalo gitu,, glamour, lu pasti dilirik dah

loli: tapi doni gak suka ama cewek yang berlebihannn.. yang wahhh tapi gak lebay gitu..

gw: ya udah yang mini dress yang item aja.

loli: kenapa?

gw lalu narik napas gw sambil menahan diri untuk mengeluarkan ilmu kanuragan yang akan gw gunakan untuk membanting si loli itu.

gw: karena (gemessss dah) karena long drees ma dress motif bunganya lu gak mau!!

loli: ih kok gitu sih jawabannya?

gw: (ngusap dada) jadi gw harus jawab apa dong? lu kan gak mau dress yang lainnya.

loli: ya udah yang dress item itu aja. tapi gw pengen nyoba sekali lagi ya. buat netepin

gw: eemmm.

udah itu gw taruh dua dress yang lain. yang panjang ma motif bunga. lalu gw ikutin deh si loli ke kamar pas (kali ini gw masuk)

setelah berlama-lama berlenggak-lenggok dengan dress itemnya. lolipun menarik napas dan menahannya hingga dia pingsan karena kehabisan oksigen (ameeen) tapi ternyata itu tidak terjadi. loli mengeluarkan napasnyalagi sambil cemberut.

loli: gw suka long dressnya.

gw: jadi? mau yang long dress aja?

loli: (ngangguk) tolong ambilin dong ex.

gw pun keluar dari kamar pas dan nyari long dress itu. dan ternyata long dressnya udah gak ada!!!! kemana kah long dress itu? sudahkah long dress itu menemukan tuannya yang baru? atau kah dia dibawa kabur secara paksa? tunggu kelanjutan selanjutnya. -detective ex- jeng jeng....

gw: mbak. long dress yang tadi kemana ya?

mbak toko (batok): oh, lagi dicoba mbak ama yang lain

gw: dicoba dimana? (yahh pertanyaan hewannn ya di toko ini lahh, masa di HI)

batok: di kamar pas nomor 5

gw: ooohhhhhhh,, ada gak yang lain?

batok: tinggal satu2nya (mampus deh lu!!!)

gw: (nelen ludah sampe keselek) makasih mbakkk

gw pun balik lagi ke tempatnya loli

gw: lol, dressnya lagi dicoba ama yang laen.

loli: cari yang laen dong.. masa dress ditu cuma satu

kurang ngajar nih si loli! mang gw kacung! kalao bukan temen sejak kecil, dah gw tendang dah tuh!

gw: cuma ada satu

loli: please exxx.. gw pengen dress itu.. please dapetin itu..

melodrama banget dah ni cucunguk. akhirnya gw pun menyerah.. dari pada gw harus ngeliat si loli ngamuk-ngamuk di jalan, mending gw dapetin lagi dress itu.

akhirnya gw pun lari ke tekape. disitu gw ngeliat seorang cewek (kemungkinan nasibnya sama kayak gw) sedang nungguin di depan pintu kamar pas nomor 5 sambil megang long dress yang dimaksud.

gw: mbak itu dressnya udah dicobain belum?

mbak: udah mbak. kenapa?

gw: temen saya mau beli dress itu. temen mbak mau beli itu?

mbak: le... lu mau beli dress yang panjang gak? (sambil nanya ke temennya yang lagi di dalem kamar pas [masa ke gw!!!])

'le': ngak!!

mbak: katanya ngak, mbak

gw: (saya juga denger) kalau begitu saya ambil ya.

akhirnya si embak nyerahin long dress itu. gw pun jalan ke kamar pas nomor 2. tempat si loli.

pas diperjalanan (seakan jauh aja)

le: (teriak pake toa) eh, coba gw liat lagi long dressnya

mbak: mbak, temen saya bilang pengen liat lagi long dressnya.

gw: tapi ini udah mau dibeli, mbak

mbak: temen saya juga kayaknya mau beli, mbak.

gw: tapi temen saya duluan yang bilang mau beli.

akhirnya beberapa menit kemudia gw dan si mbak di depan pintu itu beradu komentar selayaknya komentator sepak bola,, nyerocosssss terus tanpa henti (maklum gw gak mau kalah juga)

akhirnya si le yang ada di kamar pas nomor 5 itu keluar..

jeng jenggg..

yaelahh, gemuk gitu mau pake long dress, kayak buntelan dahhh

gw: mbak yakin mau beli long dress ini?

le: iya. emang kenapa? gak suka?

bussseeettt nanya aja marah nih si eneng

gw: yakin nih? serius?

le: emang kenapa?

lalu gw, dengan mempertaruhkan segala harkat dan martabat demi mendapatkan dress ini untuk teman kecilku si loli guk guk guk ini pun menjawab

gw: nanti kayak buntelan mbak.. (inosen pes)

le: eeeeerrrggh!!!!

kedua mbak (mbekk kali) ini pun melewati gw sambil nunbruk gw. (rugby kali, nunbruk-nubruk)

tapi tdak apalah, demi teman kecilku si loli guk guk guk ini, aku akan melakukan segalanya.

gw: lol,, ini long dressnya (hapy face, full of pride)

loli: eh, exx. kemana aja. berisik amad tadi diluar

gw: maklum, ketemu fansss

loli.: eexxxx..( suara merdu nan mengerikan.) kayaknya gw mau dress yang ini aja deh. gw baru inget, gw punya sepatu LOubutin warna item yang belom pernah gw pake.

gw: JADI!!!!

loli: beli yang ini aja

gw : ^$$&$!^#%@$!%$&^%(^(&$@$#@&%*U

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