My Novel Reach 39 pages!!

OMG. my novel just has reach #39. it's has been a month vetronela!!

try harder!! u have to finish it. and look for a publishing fac. to publish it. u want it huh???

but the revision is almost done for this time. next i will make the novel more complicated not straight to the topic again. people needs setting and path of story, need branch and risk.

so heart can jump and thirsty of the word in the next chap. hahahahahaa

but i want to finish kursi 15 I to... hufft how to do. but lets on focus of the secret keeper.

ah ya.... i dont think im ready to be in the crowed anymore. but step by step i'll try. being alone is good for me just now. becoz stranger just make it worse than ever.

i still can forget abt the pressure that they made on my dads day. they force my to do something i cant. to take a choice alone and force my to cry then force me to be fitted ( THE HELL??!!)

and i still in a big worry of moms. the disease get worse. and i have to learn abt the medicine, get the preference of it.

huufftt

i think i wanna have some liquor. but i dont like it, so i take milk for changing.

cigar?? no no no. make my hair smelly and im going to get cough if i use it. so i decide to buy Conan to wacth.

my daily life bcome so dull. sleep is the best terapy and abt eating?? it's fairy good.

but when i was in the church i feel bad. but i want to through this,, without GOD im NOTHING. yeah i know.

BP. Franke Diano Pepito wait me in heaven ya.. ill make some coffee again for you and papa JC. 2-1 or 3-1 it will be taste good in there.

oh ya. and dont go anywhere if i am cooking. u can leave if the stuff ready. im a good chef. u recognize it right. and a good coffee maker too. ill take care mom and vencent. thou thy kinda afraid of anger me.

and i will try to find a good way to heal mom. thats ur heritage or case that i have to end. moms disease. its weirdo and complicated. but ill find a human being that can work together with to heal mom.

ill not believe on witch doctor. becoz i wanna start again to believe that GOD is the doctor abv all doctor.

okay.. im ready to write my novel again. pray for me 우리 아빠. hwaitting!!!!